February 2012
72 posts
Sometimes I go on peoples blogs and I see...
so fucking tired of everything..
Everyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing, I'm fine.
I find beauty in everyone except myself.
somethinsomethingclever:
drinking is nice.
it soothes me.
it makes me calm.
it quells my anxiety.
i feel like i can do anything.
why does it have to be so bad? there’s nothing wrong with it.
it makes me okay. i feel okay. i’m alright.
